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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
This is the second post of the day. & im back home now. Work was as usual, had lunch at the PUB building. I ate the omu rice and its delicious! (: Anw, i heard that some of my colleagues heard a girl crying very badly in the either the handicap toliet or the staircase when they're the the toliet. It happens last week, i think thurday. Its kinda weird 'cos beside us was a private clinic, and we thought it would be a patient who is crying when she knew she's down with sicknesses. However, we checked with the clinic staff and she say there's not much of patient on that day and they're doing much of medical checkup during that period of time. Oh yes, its like 10am plus in the morning. So its was kind of eeek =/ You get what i mean? Its the 7th month. Muhahaha. Though i don't really believe in all this, but i still feel scared when i go the toliet. Lol! I don't wish to hear any girls crying >.< I was chatting with KristineHoney on msn just now. And i was telling her that haigui is helping us to dig out that idiotic kunmeng. Lol And we are going to bring pa lang tou to chop him into pieces! Hope to hear some good news soon.. Hahahahaha. I was telling her of how i felt about someone who makes me quite upset and dissapointed. Cos overall, that person don't really understand me. She say im shouting at her when im already in a bad mood. And i don't really mean to shout, i just talk alittle more louder. Cos im damn fed up already, you can't expect me to talk in a nice tone. But put this in mind, when i am talking loud, its all refering to the person i am angry with and the situation, not you. I am not throwing my temper or anger on you. If this is my fault, then could you kindly teach me how you can talk nicely right after you quarrel with someone. I bet you can't. And if you don't like this, please don't ask me what happen. I wouldn't tell either. Sometimes i felt so betrayed, or perhaps i should say im stupid. 'Cos whenever i need someone, i thought you would be there, And yes. You're there. But not for me. You're just adding more salt to my wounds. If you can never understand how i feel, then stop asking me what happen. I believe for those who truely know me, will always stand by me. And for those who don't, there is no point to keep saying so much. 'Cos you will never stand by me, & will never understand how i feel. Some words are left unsaid cos i was afriad it might sour r/s. But im getting too much of this & im going to explode anytime. Sigh. I took the effort to come and yet you left just like this. I felt so silly of myself. I'll never be the same, i promise. 'Cos i realised being good doesn't pay off. I am now having a mixture of feelings. I don't really know how to express them in words, but im feeling both mentally & physically tired. My left eye is damn painful! Something pop inside and whenever i blink my eyes is very painful. I feel like giving myself a break tomorrow, but i just took a leave on friday. Still deciding whether to do so.. Alright, goodnight world. |
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